Okay

Once upon a time

my mind was 

dumping out

like the contents 

of a purse

during a break

and I was trying

to toss parts

like matches

like sand

hoping

that soon

I’d have 

the time

to vacuum it out

organize

keep it all in

driving over the border

into the purse

and I lost everything in it

and the gas light went on

and soon

I was sleeping

on the floor 

of a truck

holding a crowbar

for you

who hung up on me.

I may not be as available

but I always will be.