Spending time
reading words
obsessing that
I should be
dragging
more
and more
and more and more and more and more
minutes, hours, days, years
into writing words
spending time
wishing to
stop it
to eat the tv screen
to cram voluminous storybooks
into my ears
to inject my veins
with watercolors
choking on iced guilt
iced consumerism latte
without the additive
of productivity.